Animus Acts

Ancestral chain, another link discovered
This is ugly
To kill with kindness disempowers and enslaves
I will not be a pawn in this game

So what to do, Animus?
Anima has made her observation.
What does one do with clarity?
No one is to blame.
The Seeker sought and discovered.
How does this chain break?
How is this manipulation redirected and healed?

Oh do not look at me with innocent eyes and speak your vacuous words with such feigned sincerity. If this was real my body and mind would not rebel so. I have more faith in me than that.
The game needs to end.
For my sake. For my daughters’ sakes, for my mother’s, and those down the ancestral line.

If there is a cord, I snip it.
If there is a link, I boil it down and fashion something new.
If my permission was given, I rescind it.
If I fed the flames of this fire, I take my oxygen and tinder with me and apply it somewhere new and healthy.

How do I pull myself from this cycle of victim hood?
I will not be your poison apple.
I will not be your oppressor.
I am no evil Disney character.

I will not give you what you need to play the role of victim. Find another character for your story. I withdraw from your sad pathetic play and set myself free. Free to be the one I want to be. Free to play the role of LOVE in Action, BEAUTY in Form, DIVINITY in Motion. I determine the character I will play, not you! I am the master of my sail. Not you!

Be gone! Animus has spoken and Anima agrees. They are each other’s best friends. United. Requited.

Go away Victim.
I wish you healed and whole, but you are not my responsibility.
Game over.